…you are outbid and you are SOOOO relieved…
You know you have either too much wine, not enough money, and/or too much auction adrenalin, when...
If you don’t mind me asking, what wine was it?
The answer is yes, one time I had something like 3k on auction stuff, to most that is nothing but to my wife it is the world and something she could not fathom, I’m glad I won 1 $50 dollar wine that week…
Which time?
Ha! I assumed you were referring to the most recent experience. 
I am now having a similar anxiety as I just ordered 1 and wishlisted 2 for the Schrader offer today. 
^ +1